~Jason Mraz
(I Won't Give Up)
Who am I?
Can someone please help me?
I've been away.
Trying to figure out myself.
Mostly wondering if I still want to do this mess, mess of a blog.
I don't know what to post.
Or what I want to post.
Mainly because I don't know who I am.
I don't know what I want to do.
Starting a new blog hasn't helped.
So I'm thinking of making this a writing blog.
But I am critical of my writing.
So I'm gonna keep this blog.
And I'm gonna try to post writing on here, at least until school starts.
After all, it's hard to do my blog rants on school people problems when I'm not at school.
And I'm not really doing anything else this summer.
But my main problem is how I want to sound to you as a blogger. In real life I know who I am, but through the internet? How do I sound to you? I'm just curious.
You sound to me to be intelligent. Sweet, yet not afraid to stand up and shout your opinion, give someone what-for and a good punch. Naive, but I am too. Slightly dreamy, with an appreciation for the little things in life. A very good person and very good friend.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry you don't feel well with yourself. I think you are an awesome writer. I too am heavily critical of myself, which is why I don't post more of my writing. I hope you feel better soon, dear. I love you, no matter who you turn out to be. *hugs*
- Ellie
Well, thank you Ellie:)
Delete*Hugs* too! BTW I love your writing!
~Emily
Yay! More Emily writings! (I had thought this was a writing blog in the first place...)
ReplyDeleteI see you as someone who is a great writer, especially short stories and poems, will be honest... Um. I already listed some of the other reasons why I think you're awesome a few posts back.
I feel like you know what you're doing and are likely to stay out of the BS.
Like Ellie said, I'll still love you even if you're a bipolar grisly bear who learned how to use a keyboard.
DeleteIt kinda was, but everything else got in the way and I lost what it was in the beginning.
I remeber that:)
Why thank you, Gwen! (I can be when I don't get enough sleep and I'm with people I strongly dislike)
Hi Emily! I see you as a beautiful girl, who has many talents and blesses people through your actions and your smile. Deep inside you feel as if you are good at writing but there is some kind of insecurity and confusion. I think you are a wonderful writer. You have wrote a doll blog Buttercup & Joy, so maybe you should make this a writing blog, so you have both. Maybe you could do just more writing stuff if you are not sure what you should do. You have a sweet heart but you can express your ideas and speak your mind. I sometimes feel as if I can't do that because of my insecurities and confusions. Christ will help you through this confusion if you depend on Him and ask Him to help you through it. You have been a great friend to me throughout the time I have been following this blog (and Buttercup & Joy). This blog says inspiration, and I think you are wonderfully gifted. I hope you can think and pray for a decision soon, I'll help you through this time of confusion and thought. I hope you have a wonderful rest of your week. And hopefully this won't get you down! :)
ReplyDeleteAllie D.
www.spreadingmyjoy.blogspot.com
Thanks Allie! I'll keep this in mind..
Delete~Emily
Aw, Emily, you made me cry. *Hugs*
ReplyDeleteI too have been having such problems, but more so in person than online.
I personally think of you as a sweet friend, a glorious writer, a gifted dancer, an artistic person, and someone with a beautiful heart and soul and mind. Whenever I read your blog I think of you sitting at your computer, tea cup next to you, in a room full of bookshelves and dance shoes and pictures of sunrises/sunsets. It's truly a pretty picture.
Kathleen
I think of that too! :)
DeleteAllie D.
www.spreadingmyjoy.blogspot.com
*Hugs* and I'm sorry I made you cry!
DeleteThank you and... that's mostly true:)
~Emily
I would love to see more of your writing! While I'm not much of a writer I love to read other peoples writings and ideas. I understand about the way you are feeling right now, it can be hard to connect or express yourself on the internet (or in real life!) but I think of you as a talented and somewhat quiet person? Which is a lot like me in a way :)
ReplyDeleteOh good!
DeleteAww thanks!
~Emily