Your name.
Your smile.
Your confused matter.
Your soft voice.
I want to like you.
You're the first boy in
so long
that I've thought about.
But I was scared.
Scared to admit.
The truth.
That every time I looked into you eyes
I thought
how cute.
But when I texted
my best friend,
She was excited.
She told me,
He was on the list*
I know I like you.
Your name.
Your smile.
Your confused matter.
Your soft voice.
~
Whelp, it looks like I actually like someone from my school.
(I go to a nerd school-there isn't much variety with only 200 kids in my grade, about 100 being boys.)
His name is kinda uncommon, so I better not post it.
My other friend made up his codename: Green Bean.
Also, about the 'He was on the list' part, my friend I texted, Gabby, and my other friend, Kendall, made up a list of guys I should talk to at our school. They told me a few, but not Green Bean. (How weird is it that they new my crush before I knew it?)
Anyway. Now that Kendall knows, everyone will know by the end of the weekend.
*SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAL*
ReplyDeleteWE SHALL HAVE CRUSHES TOGETHERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Srsly though idk if you've heard about the guy I have a crush on but now I will tell you. His name is Ethan and he looks JUST LIKE GERARD WAY I S2G and he has the most beautiful laugh and he loves show choir and he has study hall with me and he's really smart and we're kinda acquaintances since his family goes to my Church and we both won this scholarship thingy we had to attend a ceremony for and HE'S JUST SO CUTE.
*ahem*
But his locker is near my best friend's so I have an excuse to lurk around there at all hours of the school day. "Oh me I'm waiting for Reagan" when in actuality I'm watching for him.
Green Bean is a very excellent code name.
*SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEALS* right back!
DeleteOKAYYYYYYYYYY!
:D:D:D:D My guy loves tennis and does chorus and we sit near each other in science and I LOVE his hair. Did I mention his parents are Romanian?
Your guy sounds so sweet!
Smarrrrrt! (About the whole locker thing.) Luckily, my locker is diagonally bellow his, so I can drool over him as I put my books away.
Why thank you.
Aww this was lovely. ^-^
ReplyDeleteI haven't had a real crush in ages (online school doesn't exactly equate to seeing guys everyday) but I've always been that friend who is more the matchmaker then the one actually crushing. xD
DO CONTINUE TO UPDATE US AS THINGS UNFOLD. I HAVE A FEELING I'LL SHIP IT HARD.
xo Adi
(Oh, who am I kidding? I ship it already.)
Thank you! ^_^
DeleteI hadn't had a crush in years and this is my first crush I've had in middle school. I've always been the one watching all my friends have crushes.
I HOPE SO. And I totally will update it, as nothing much happens in my life....
:D:D:D
You have to tell us all about it because I can't handle people myself so I just live vicariously through fictional character's* relationships. I'm doing just fine imagining the various boyfriends described here. XD *giggly fits*
ReplyDelete*I guess you're not really a fictional character, but you don't physically exist in my life, so I think of everyone on here as one. Which makes it better than actual fictional characters, cause you can actually talk to them.
How is it that both of you guy's boyfriends sing?
my school is so tiny that all of the guys my age are stupid or think that being stupid makes them cool. I can not find anyone (boys or girls or otherwise) who is smart or pretty or funny or my age.
Or it could just be that im too busy hating everyone to see the good in people.
and when I do get a crush on someone i hate myself for it later.
But like
have fun! laugh at lame jokes and stuff! Friends are a good thing to have, probably.
*Giggles back* Okay, I would LOVE to...
DeleteI have no idea. Maybe we look for the same type...
See, I had that problem too because all the guys were complete weirdos (and not in the good way) or jerks. It took me three years, but I managed to find a guy I can like.
I went through that phase last week, but my friend tried to convince me it's normal to like someone. (She gave a gazilion examples.
Oh, I do agree on the character thing....
Also! where did you get that picture of you? did you draw it or find it on pinterest? because it's really cute and egads I love those boots so now I need one that looks like me because coolness.
ReplyDeleteUgh, I wish I could draw.
DeleteSadly, no, I didn't draw it but rather I found it on pinterest.
I just saw it and though, 'woah I was wearing that today' because I wore leggings a sweat shirt and my sisters boots, that look exactly like her's.
Sorry, but I think my sister got her boots last year.
Kind of ironic you posted this just now because I've just realized the same exact thing... unfortunately, being the socially-awkward, shy girl that I am, I've barely talked to him. Yay, me.
ReplyDeleteI just have to say again, I love your blog. You're really good at writing.
Yeah, me too. I get to see him Monday *gulps* and I'm going... to *gasps*.. TALK to him! Like a normal person!
DeleteWe can get through this together!
Thanks Grace!
I LOVE THIS!!!! EE EJSJBCADJCBKSF VASF V
ReplyDeleteI would be honoured if you check out my blog!! You just earned yourself a follower!
The Writer!
XxxX
THANK YOU!
DeleteOf course I will! (And I'll follow too)
Ah, yes, I feel the exact same way.
ReplyDeleteOh, and I also started a new blog, doggiesdollsandsomedrama.blogspot.com
Yeah.
DeleteI'll have to follow!
xxx
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
ReplyDeleteMy friends always seem to know who my crush is before I tell them, too. So don't feel bad about that. ;) I have had a crush on a boy for about two years, and he has been my only real crush, so I feel ya. :)
Green Bean is an awesome code name. Absolute perfection. The best code name my friends and me ever came up with was lasagna. xD
And as Adi said before, PLEASE DO GIVE UPDATES. I WOULD LOVE TO SEE A RELATIONSHIP UNFOLD.
~Ginny
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
DeleteHow weird is that? I guess our friends know us really well...
Well thank you. Lasagna isn't that bad!
I will!
aww, he sounds lovely!
ReplyDeletei'd say i have a crush, but truth be told, i can't seem to like anyone as more than a friend for more than a school year. i though i really liked this one guy, but over the summer he changed...a lot. i guess i'll stick to fantasies about meeting band members. *sigh*
and i'm loving the code name green bean! one of the first guys i ever liked was the only one my friend and i had a code name for—and that was "monroe". i don't even know why. xD
Thanks:)
Delete*sighs* for you. It took me long enough...
Thanks!
xD